Why do I do what I do? It’s for those who desire to understand. Yes, quite limiting to live up to the expectations of others, isn’t it? Then why? I suppose I created that as something that was important. I wanted others to understand. Part of me probably still desires that. [just as I attempt to write this.. the feeling I had has faded away, yet I still try to capture it and write it down / type it.. must [...]
