four years ago today [2012.11.16]
in a parking lot near the gulf in florida, i woke up this morning before dawn and continued driving east along the coast. i saw the beautiful colors of the dawn sky while driving over a bridge, and briefly stopped at a little beach further up before the road would turn inland. i then drove most of the day and made it home in the middle of the afternoon.
life on the road was a 72 day long journey and i ended up back in florida when it was over. it was a fun adventure though i really wanted to have a home base, and after having left a beautiful community that felt like home in the summer, i also had longed for one to partake in. i felt i'd find this back in florida.
for a long time i had wanted to take a long trip out west and get an rv. it was awesome to see it actually happen. it feels good to live your dreams and change your life. if you're not where you want to be in life, simply change. you may have to face things you are resisting, though once you feel them and embrace them, you'll see they really are no big deal and you can let them go, freeing up room for whatever is next in your journey.
it feels good to be done with these videos and free up the space for whatever is next in life. for a long time, i wanted to make these, though something always got in the way, even if it was my own self. in life we often get in our own way. the way to stop doing it is to face whatever it is that's really there with an open heart. we can heal our own lives.. often so much of what's happening in life that's getting in the way is really something pretty simple that we don't want to experience. all we need to do is feel it, own it, and let it go. the world we experience is simply a mirror of our own thoughts and feelings. as we learn to face and experience what we're resisting, we can change how we're feeling. as we change our feelings, we transform. as we transform, the world we see transforms. this is how we create the world we want to see and experience.. by simply changing how we're feeling. you too can create the life or world you've been waiting for.. it all starts by changing what you're feeling within.