a strange occurance i realized tonight.. for a few moments i felt that she may have seemed to actually care to some degree… only to discover it mustn’t have been what i had thought, as she quickly disappeared… i perhaps felt a tear or two… but couldnt bring myself to the point of a flow of many..
i yearn for the answer to the question i cannot behold i struggle to make my final transmission in hope to come to terms with isolated emotions the soul creeps further day by day into the chasm it is forced to bear one wrong step and it could face the final moment of reality yet it continues to struggle only to be heard and felt by others somehow in its need to spread its lacking it feels it can grow […]
in the end is the memory worth the sacrifice? is the memory worth the sacrifice in the end? is the memory worth the sacrifice when in the end it is only to be torn away from you? once upon a dream i had not long ago there was an eternal presence now faded forever jaded memories i’ll soon forget but never regret until the day i rudely awoke with a torn reality i never felt worse before than the place […]