2012 August

and not that one was better than other.. merely different, unique. all of it was beautiful. it is beautiful. when you decide to experience it. did i stop experiencing it as I awoke from the dream to what I deemed to be reality? or did I switch realities? is all of it real, at some level? how do we define it? how do we tell? it seems that i have control of what is happening or what i think i […]

If we look at the path, we do not see the sky. We are earth people on a spiritual journey to the stars. Our quest, our earth walk, is to look within, to know who we are, to see that we are connected to all things, that there is no separation, only in the mind.

- Native American, source unknown [Sedona: The Spirit of Wonder]

when you (decide to) feel good, everything just looks good. [even ordinary things]

relax and enjoy the perception [naturally]

embrace the ever-changing/unfolding moment [before you]

[see things in a new light]

allow the brilliance of life to shine through

[it radiates, everywhere]

be the beacon of light/life

[feel life]

..it’s about learning to walk between worlds

Life can be really simple. Relax and enjoy the process, and you’ll experience peace. Be anxious or controlling, and you’ll attract/create drama into your life.

i will go to sleep, knowing life is amazing [if we choose to allow it to be]. i showed up here for an amazing experience, and i know it’s only beginning! :) i love life; it is awesome! change how you look at the world……. the world really does change! crazy, or so it seems!?

Your inner guidance is all you need. Your heart is telling you exactly what you want to do. Just listen closely, quietly (silencing the mind), and you will feel exactly what needs to be done (to get to where you want to go). That’s the message back. The communication in return. It doesn’t come the same way that you think it. Get it?? It’s funny. Life is fun, and funny!

It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are.

- e.e. cummings

Do you create your perceptions of reality, or choose to react to what is there ?

funny how [it seems] everyone uses every little thing in the world for their own agenda/cause.

i suppose it does make sense as most of us see from our own [limited] perspectives.

Wow, silence. A low hum from the air conditioning vents, or so it sounds like.. i’m sure it is. though sounds a little different than i would have imagined. feeling is interesting. it’s like you have to let go of yourself. put all your attention into what you’re feeling to really, truly experience it. but part of me can’t go all the way there. i’m afraid i won’t come back! so i only feel so much into it. not fully. […]


It seems that perhaps it taught me a little bit of compassion [for myself and others] as I awoke in tears, both understanding a bit what they were going though, and at the same time grateful for my own experience of/in life

In 1969, a 14-year-old Beatle fanatic named Jerry Levitan snuck into John Lennon’s hotel room in Toronto and convinced him to do an interview. 38 years later, Levitan, director Josh Raskin and illustrators James Braithwaite and Alex Kurina have collaborated to create an animated short film using the original interview recording as the soundtrack. A spellbinding vessel for Lennon’s boundless wit and timeless message, I Met the Walrus was nominated for the 2008 Academy Award for Animated Short and won the 2009 Emmy for ‘New Approaches’ (making it the first film to win an Emmy on behalf of the internet).

Choose Authenticity. Whatever you want to do, be honest (with yourself) about why you want to do it. Whatever you’re feeling, feel it fully [and all parts of it]. Surrender to the moment. Bliss is on the other side of all the madness.

Flying high
Trying not to die
Why lie?

Tell the truth
Don’t look for the proof

Let go of the mind’s dis-ease
And you can choose to experiene life with ease

All you must do is let go
And enjoy the flow

Life is a beautiful mystery
When you let go of your history

Us humans are funny creatures with these emotions and experiences we decide to create (and occasionally resist)..

Enjoy the progress [we’re all making]. Yes, it may be slow at times [or seem to be, if that makes any sense at all? (or perhaps i’m just repeating myself)]…..

but we’re all getting there. and the world is changing, day by day, for the better. if you don’t see it, you’re just not looking [in the right places!].

surrender to the present moment.

it’s the best thing you can give yourself.

Oh there was never anything to miss,
When all you can experience is bliss.

Here and now,
Wow and how?

perhaps the only thing one must remember is that one must forget in order to truly remember.

The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion.

- Albert Camus

..and I woke up realizing I was just following/feeling this dream this crazy guy had

wow, i just remember remembering/knowing that i picked up influences from others.. i can remember years ago thinking about my own definition / way of doing things / being / etc.. and it seemed like i would pick up little characteristics from those around me and let those be who i was. it didn’t seem in a harmful way, though more in a fun way, or almost as a tribute to them. yet, how far do we take this? as […]

It’s interesting and weird when you integrate something or your perception shifts. The whole world started to look a little cyan shortly ago. Was it from staring at the bright colors of the rc powered parachute? Though it felt subtly different.. was it from surrendering to the moment as it was (and accepting I shouldn’t fly it now as it was too windy and I already damaged it on the first attempt?) It felt a little similar to when I broke through something I was resisting at the first Avatar Wizard course I attended.. though different.. the shift in perception wasn’t as big this time.

Accept. Surrender.

To what is. To the moment.

There you will find the gateway to your own brilliance, and a sense of peace.

Surrender to the moment/god. In doing so, you’ll discover there is nothing to fear in the presence. Living in awareness, you’ll understand all.

funny to watch the ups and downs.

life doesn’t seem as exciting after falling from grace.

[yet i realize it’s all how i’m (currently) perceiving it in the moment]

[and it too will pass]

Whatever you’re thinking in life, you’re crazy if you don’t think what you do makes a difference.

We’re all taking part in the change. Do what you love, what your heart tells you to (do), and you’ll find your bliss.

That’s how we all wake up folks, or so it seems. Its part of it really, but its all happening as it is.

Life really is mysterious, when you look at it.

I write it from on voice, and then the other, so those who understand get the one message, and those who don’t, become confused (or curious).

Life is pretty awesome when you learn to step outside of the fears of the mind (and step into the flow of feeling).

(Just had a great experience at ‘Club Divine’ at Bodhi… and I almost didn’t dance)

it’s quite fascinating to see the messages from god. and how it all unfolds. it really is in every moment, if we allow it to be.

[i had a beautiful experience of unexpected awareness earlier.]

interesting to see how events in life to occur [or become triggered] as we make the journey towards growth and expansion. almost like they’re getting ready to step out of the way so we can have more room/space to experience the expanded, peaceful state.

it’s funny how life presents the same lessons to one again and again, until one chooses to learn the lesson. it seems that one can make a little progress or no progress, and a similar situation will arise until one realizes the lesson, and fully experiences what was there to be experienced. perhaps it’s all part of the game we chose to play by showing up here. at some point, we decided we would learn or experience these events, these realizations, these growths, and now here we are, journeying through life to learn stumble upon these things/situations.