note to self: don’t ever force yourself to do anything. especially editing images. when you’re relaxed and it’s not work that you’re forcing yourself to do, to get done, it becomes much more meditative. the images begin to make more sense. work slowly, at your own pace. when it gets done, it gets done. trust me, like anything else in the world, life is so much better relaxed, without worry of having to have it done. you’ll feel more relaxed not having it done and doing it slowly than worrying the whole time, even if you do feel a little bit of relief when it’s all done at that point. you’ll only find something else to strive towards and absorb all your energy and make you work non-stop without rest for. anxiety is not good.