wow, the journey really is so much more exciting than the destination. i feel so enthusiastic and exhiliirahted just knowing that i’m making progress in actualizing something i want to do. the end result might not matter as much, though i’m sure it will be exciting as there won’t be one end all, it will all be an unfolding journey, yet i feel so excited in the here and now just to feel what i’m feeling. to know i’m getting closer to what i want and being on the path. even sitting at the computer writing code for the web application i’ve written doesn’t seem so bad as i feel excited. bring excitement and passion to everything you do! it will make an enormous difference. it’s all how one chooses to feel in the moment. yes, sometimes there is a bit of attachment because of what one is doing and looking forward to, but its all an unfolding. do it now. create the excitement. it’s your choice. to feel it because of something else is just a reminder. for me, it’s also just the letting go aspect. i no longer am thinking about what i have to do to research and develop the technique i want to do, as i see the pieces starting to come together. and that’s what excites me. because of both that i no longer have to place attention into it and have that open space for creativity, and then i can be in a more natural state, of excitement, bliss, joy, peace, love, etc, and because of the excitement of seeing the unfolding of what i have chosen to manifest. it’s on multiple levels at the same time. it always is. there is always an underlying factor to it all. everything is connected. these things happen to produce the feelings we desire and choose. choose bliss. choose love. choose peace. anything you desire, it’s all up to you. know it and be it! [i can’t even remember half of what i wanted to say here, just allowing it to all unfold as it is, and forgetting the little bits i was trying to remember. step out of the mind. let it go. let go of attachment on many levels. it all unfolds. it doesn’t really matter if i talk about all the details anyhow. it’s all part of the journey. the details will be handled by a greater power. just decide. your choice makes all the difference. watch it unfold and appear from there.] [soon, very soon, i’ve got to start speaking and recording audio of all these perspectives that are flowing through me that i want to share with others! i love to be inspired and to allow what flows through me to inspire others. both are truly amazing!]
It’s funny how something can seem so significant and matter so much in one moment, as if it’s everything and the only thing that matters in the world, and then in another moment have little to no value or meaning at all.