sometimes it’s amazing to realize what we can manifest (and have manifested in our lives). yes, i know anything is absolutely possible though its always great to be reminded of it and realize in the past what we’ve created in our lives.
i recall a long time ago wanting to be able to put my hands around or near someone else’s hands (or something similar) and just say (internally) awaken and then they’d awaken. i don’t recall when it had come to me though i remember thinking of it once when i saw a friend when i was down in florida (and saw how if i could somehow give her awakening that she’d see things that were happening in her life differently and be able to grow to new levels of awareness).
last night, i went to grab a bite to eat with a few others after the oneness blessing (at the flowering heart center in clearwater), and i was asked how i found out about deeksha. i said that a friend had told me about it, and that he had told me about the oneness awakening course he was going to, and i decided to go to the course without really knowing anything about it or deeksha (and received my first oneness blessing the night before the course began).
i started feeling into when that happened, and realized it was in the summer of 2011 when i was up in chicagoland. this morning, i looked up the date and realized it was less than a week after i saw a friend down in florida when i was in town for my cousin’s wedding. i don’t recall for certain if that was the exact one time i was thinking of wanting to be able to just share awakening with her (or perhaps if it was earlier that year), though it very well could have been (and feels like it was). and just a couple days later when i got back to chicagoland, i found out about the oneness awakening course and deeksha and now can transfer awakening to someone else! it’s totally amazing how it manifested and how i attracted and created it in my life!
i feel that back then, after having recently done so much work in the avatar course and also having been more deliberately on a spiritual path, i was at higher level of consciousness (and was learning about my own energy and abilities experientially) and it totally makes sense that i could create and attract it so quickly. now that i’m back on the path, i’m beginning to see miracles and coincidences aligning perfectly with my intentions. truly, the most important aspect of one’s life that one can work on is one’s own higher awareness. and it’s not work in the sense that one thinks. so much of it is allowing and embracing and surrendering. which can be seen as work if there’s a lot of resistance! though by simply allowing and embracing higher awareness, all sorts of miracles and beauty will unfold in one’s life.